i dreamed i was a werewolf.

I was surprised that whenever I just touched the keys, letters appeared on the computer monitor. It was I who was wrongly convinced by the computer's intentions. That seems strange; it should definitely be the other way around.

Today was productive: seven applications in, two more to return.

I GOT BUMPED!


Silly, absurd, redonkulous: the correct words to describe reflections of today's happenings. The first half was so fast paced that I could not keep up. Wake up in Bella Vista, drive to Fayetteville, drive to Springdale, dress, therapy, Arsaga's, application #4, Party House, applications #5&6, drive to campus, park, eat at the Union. All before 1:00! Things began to slow and my heart began to catch up with my head. I freaked a bit and left the dorm. On the way home, beginning at the 6th St. exit in Fayetteville, my physical functions began to wear out on me. My eyes were shutting and my hands were falling off of the wheel like a rock slide; I became apathetic. Somehow by the grace of God I made it home, where I crashed and cleaned...discussed the possibilities of my crash and was accordingly resolved. I wasn't busy busy, so I actually had time to think. Simple, actually. Well, my mother took my sister and me out for dinner at Red Lobster, where I fashionably ordered the Apple-walnut Chicken Salad hold the chicken. Out waiter was funny and asked me a lot of questions as I observed my mom slipping slowly out of reality into a world she hadn't entered in a very long time. Feed her rum and she's gone. That drive home was crazy. She attempted to yell at a police officer at a stoplight, but I thankfully had the ability to control the windows. Then I came into contact with the second person in the last week of my relatively distant past. I just finished applications for the hospital. I would very much like to work in a hospital. Or a bridal store...which I applied to.

It is late and I have some wash to do.